Just be....
Boy does January do funny things to me! One minute I am full of fresh new ideas, making an inspiration journal,planning my springtime garden,lining up new stock for my website, the next minute I am as blue as the wintry sky and hiding under my duvet like its an Anderson shelter! I am making lists like a madwoman, planning a massive spring clean, hunting down recipes for hearty casseroles,at the same time promising myself I will lose that half a stone this time, but then, its as though someone presses the pause button on my life, and I just stop,and all of my plans are out of the window. I make no apology for this, it is I believe the universe saying to me"stop! not now" And this week, my heart has told me to revel in the smaller details, to drink early morning tea brought to me by my Husband and have quiet conversations before the day begins,to enjoy my Daughters chit chat when they arrive home,to read,to walk the dogs,to just be...One afternoon last week it was so cold and miserable,before I picked Lucy up from school I warmed the bed and made a tray of sandwiches and when we got home we got into our Jim jams and went to bed, we drank tea and ate tiny little sandwiches whilst watching a movie, the bad weather raged outside our window, but inside....bliss!
I conclude then that January is indeed a conundrum, and the only thing to do...is just....be!

